I’ve put off writing about this for the
longest time, but I’m tired of hiding. That’s what it feels like I’ve been
doing, and not always intentionally.
I’m not going to whine about the situation
too much as I am aware it is not life vs death, worst things are
happening around the world and it is temporary (well, so I hope).
However that being said I’m not going to
act as if it hasn’t affected or changed me because it certainly has. For the
last five months I’ve been suffering from severe acne. What is/what causes
acne? Yes, I was asking both Google and myself this very same question. It
started like a joke in the month of March, I would notice one, then two, three bigger
than your average pimples disproportionately scattered across my face. I did not understand why I was waking up with more and more bumps on the same area of my body. I had always associated acne with teenagers; acne being the sign of
puberty for the meanwhile blah blah blah. I never had acne growing up in my
teenage years so why now?? Is a question I cannot answer.
You would think the change of environment
would effect your skin but funnily enough I never had any issues with my skin
when I was living in Senegal, in fact I think the heat and good food enhanced
my skin glow. But not long after returning back home to the UK all hell breaks loose on
my skin from acne, to the return of my unwanted childhood friend, eczema.
Perhaps my mother is right, maybe I am just allergic to home.
Perhaps my mother is right, maybe I am just allergic to home.
My friends and I tried to analyse everything! One of them suggested it may be the change of climate, another said perhaps my
skin is reacting to the contrast of the water. Perhaps it was my diet? That hadn’t
changed that much? I concluded it was down to my body adjusting back to its old
environment that was until two to three months passed and I was seeing no
progression with my face only for it to be aggravated and swollen. The doctors
prescribed me Flucloxacillin Antibiotic Capsules, which did absolutely nothing.
During my second visit to the doctor, she
explained to me that my pores were inflamed below the skin surface leading to the rupture
of nearby hair follicles, which then leads to more inflammation across the
face. Alongside this she continues that I may have a hormonal imbalance also affecting
the body's estrogen, testosterone, and androgen hormone levels. This is also known as Hormanal Cystic Acne. Which explained the
bumps tenderness, unable to pop/ beneath the skin nature. It’s annoying and I
do not have the slightest idea at what triggered neither cause a hormone imbalance
but hey, I’m dealing with it. I guess.
I think the worst part about it apart from
it being painful and people asking you “what happened? (To your face)”is that
it’s made me more self conscious than I am on a regular basis. However, there
is a positive in every negative because the best part about this although it
has been gruesome, at the very same time it has taught me self-love and care.
Here are some tips on how to deal with your
acne. (Advice I would have told my self 4 months ago)
1.
Drink lots of water – If only I
listen to my own advice! I do notice that I look more energized when I’ve drank
more than my usual intake.
2.
Exercise – Always helps!
Whether its just a quick run around the block or it’s a bit of cardio. It will
take your mind off things and instantly make you feel better/healthier.
3.
Take images of yourself/selfies
– As mush as I dislike the look of my face at the moment this is the best way
to monitor progress and track what regime or product is working for you.
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4.
Find what works for your skin.
– This might require spending some money, or putting it the time to do thorough
research on both your skin type and the type of acne you are dealing with (in
my case HCA). I would suggest getting
samples before buying the chosen product/s.
5.
Go out! Socialise – Locking yourself
inside all the time is only going to make you feel worse about the situation
and give you more time to dwell on it which will only drive you more crazy.
Surely your appearance will not matter to your family and friends who care about your well being.
My skin still is still on the journey to returning to how is used to be but it
is no way as bad as it was. Its a process that will take time so remain
patient and try these tips.
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